Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Sunday, July 11, 2010

While you're in Syd!

Hey boys, yeah.. I can't wait till you'se come back tomorrow and hear all your epic stories about your time in Sydney :)

While you guys have been gone, I've been semi preoccupied other than work, catching up with friends here and there =] went to gym with the Gans on Wednesday night, didn't go for very long LOL because Rowan was doing his whole body, and Jarred was doing the "Jarred work-out!" LOL. Watched Toystory 3 on Friday night then went home to sleep because I was drained as from the week, but got called out for a last min catch-up with Kahsern at his place with the company of some kebabs ! Chilled nd played Need 4 Speed on PS2, great game LOL. Caught up with Nat on Satarday for lunch (AI YO LA ERIC! jk) where we ended up placing a 20$ multibet on Germany / Spain and coffee later after dinner, ventured down to S'vale to pick up Susan met up with some ASEAN/other ppl at glenny - then ate at Petaling Street after coffee cause I was craving roti, then bummed with lil B (AIII YO LAR!! lol jks) for a bit before sleeping quite late :(

Today woke up pretty late and hungry! went coffee with JLC, so drove down towards THE AUSTIN/REPAT via BANKSIA st LOL (my 2nd home for the past month) knowing all the shortcuts (LOL), i didn't get lost :) . There she hopped into my car wearing a seedy red trench coat with an ugly scarf (not to mention her messy and untamed hair), at this point in time I was really hesitant to be seen in public with such an atrocity. LOL nahhhhhnah naaa jokes - mega attractiveness alrighttt :) yeh ended up going Glenny (only coffee places I know LOL) coz she's indecisive, nd she can't decide.. where we chilled, bitched and chilled some more... then as it began to get colder and darker we departed on our epic adventure back (to the AUSTIN!)LOL. all in all pretty fun day :) - other than the fact I was busting >=[
(Hope you like your shout-out!)


Pretty chilled couple of days without you guys, but defs missing the supper sesh's / fifa sesh's, also had no alchy (WIN!) Just ate pizza + bread and butter pudding for dinnersss and contemplating whether to stay up to watch the finals - oh yerrr, ASEAN Booze cruise on the 29th July, gonna be like ASEAN Ball with unlimited beer + champagne and 3 special drink coupons each (but could probly rack a few more!). Expecting you all to be there!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Placements Update

Well after my first week of placements, I've realised a few things... Well I guess it's kinda had positive AND negative effects. I guess the positive side, I'm definitely more reassured that I will enjoy my job in the future, it's got pretty much what I want in a career: very repetitive yet constantly different, tasks can become second nature if done enough times, helping people really gives a sense of warmth inside, workers and working environment are surprisingly chill (even at peak times)and LAST but NOT LEAST able to progress to a high rank if willing to work harder which means allot more $$$$ (and more money for working weekends/evenings..WOW imagine an weekend evening?) :D

But yeah.. It's pretty fun, I get to play around with expensive X-ray equipment and software. Back in the day I was really interested in computers and programming... I'm noticing more and more that as technology improves, it will only benefit the "tech-savvy" people, so I guess that's another plus!

Now to the negative side... There's allot of walking and standing.. And everyone knows how I hate standing/walking LOLOL. Nar on a more serious note - It's rather difficult and not as easy as I thought dealing with patients whom are on the verge of life and death.. it just pains me, especially when their mostly elderly !!

MMMM yeah, other than that, pretty drained I guess but yeah, other than that life is good =]

x.o.x.o

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Placements

Placements start tomorrow !! I'm kind of excited but at the same time kind of scared? LOL - Like I mean, its been a good 3 weeks since I've even touched any of my notes so I'm scared that I've forgotten many things... Hopefully it'll be okay and I'll slowly easy into the whole work/hospital environment.

Just got back from coffee with the boys at Glenny, was kinda ceebs and tired at the start, but had fun overall :). Gonna miss holidays !! Miss watching 4:30am soccer games LOL. Ahh well... Short term pain, long term gain!

Got Aa EOX following Friday too, should be alright, haven't drank any form of alcohol in about a month since Tony's Quiet 19th LOL - so yeah, kind of looking forward I guess :). ASEAN EOX the Friday after that, not to sure if I'm going to that though - even though I know I probably should.

Goodnight, wish me luck on my first taste of "the real world".

xoxo

Dangerous

Last night I found them 'box' of pictures, each one a
memory of us.
Each one reminds me how we used to be together..
Can we get it back????
I used to never worry bout you; I thought the past
was dead and gone?
Now I'm sitting here clicking, smiling and rememising
wishing you were in my arms...
But I feel like even though this could get crazy,
i can't forget what we had..

For so long I tried to cover up - but I guess it wasn't good enough..

You got me curious...
...this could be dangerous.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Stuck in the moment

I wish we had another time, I wish we had another place...
But everything we have is stuck in the moment ~ and there's nothing my heart can do
Fight with time and space, cause i'm still stuck in the moment with you...

Friday, June 11, 2010

P's !!

:D :D :D

P's ??

Really hope I pass my P's test.. 2hrs till test time !!
My logbook has a error in the odometer reading LOL - I hope the LTO doesn't spot it.
Lack of sleep? NP, coffee will do the job. I hope so :(

Thursday, June 10, 2010

il ya un an

really? this cant be happening. de ja vu & all over again -.- ~ i never got the chance to say sorry... sorry for being such a sh*t kid..
sorry for the informality of our departure
AND sorry, for what happened after.
am i going to make the same mistake again?
have i not learnt from my mistake?
at the end of the day - karma will hit me back; twice as hard and where the sun don't shine. i didn't expect it last time when i lost, but i will this time if i let it happen.
Sure - we don't talk now. but i can't help but wonder "what if?" - my life is filled with countless "what if?"'s, they say when you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.. and you, you are still my kryptonite.

On a less ambiguous note - went to bh lib yesterday with Eric, since I was THAT bored, was just filling out my learners log book LOL, didn't stay long. went to Genny to grab some lunch with sunny and grabbed some bubble cup too, yumm!! ended up going to visit Youry all the way in Wheelers Hill a.k.a wHooOpWhOop hILl for a bit. Killed some time while SUSAN had to run some errands. Went to Susan's place after as we caught up for the first time as what seemed like AGES and contemplated on how "fun" our holidays actually were LOLOL.. and couldn't decide what to do :( ENDED UP going back to box hill LOLOL then BACK to MONASH .. epic adventure with many laughs on the way :).

Hmm what did I do today.. woke up really late and met up with Susan and tony for coffee in city, WOW aren't I lucky - double does of Susan *cough*NOT*cough* just kidding. however was really good seeing tony - haven't see that funny little viet for a while LOL. and ShOeShAn was the same old Susan :) then met up with the boys before going home for dinner.


Anyway it's extremely late, facebooking, DotA and mp3z while supposedly keeping Shand(r)i(c) company over msn as she pulls an allnighter, but failing hard since we are both going to sleep as the birds haven't even started chirping yet hahah.. weak!!

Placements in 11 days, most boring holidays EVER.. however, not the worst :)

Catch !

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Old pleasures

Turned on my computer for the first time since March (Uni started) - The feel of pressing the keys on the good ole' G15 requires so much more effort than typing on a laptop. The movement of the mouse - makes me feel so unco. Played games such as : DotA, Warcraft III, Counter-strike 1.6 and even downloaded Combat Arms to play with mY bRoSiFf - JoESiFf ~ ~~

Wasn't as fun as I rmembered last year, maybe thats a good thing, I'm like over the phase where I gain SOOOO much satisfaction from beating someone else at a game LOL.
Also up to date with Glee and HIMYM and watched IP Man 1 - which was almost as good as IP Man 2. Been sleeping at ungodly hours in the morning too...

Just remenicing about life 1 year ago - I was indeed happy :)

Pretty crappy holidays tbh..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Rush and Risk

I've always been one to rush into things or risk more than others think is safe, from "Rushing" bombsite A in de_dust2 (lol) to spontaneously buying stuff which I think I want - to trusting people, judging people and relationships... I think its time that I take that step back, and ask myself do I really want this? or perhaps - Is this really me?

Why is it always the case that when something you've always wanted, comes your way - you just cannot be bothered with it, and don't want it anymore? or when you've got something, and can't imagine life without it; then when it's not there - your life turns upside down; and that very one thing which you thought you'd never lose, is the only thing that you could ever want. It's like a cycle, a process... and sadly - it repeats itself. How is it that ALWAYS in the middle of difficulty... there lies opportunity. Are only those who are willing to RISK more, able to gain more?

That's life I guess, unfortunately. to love - is it risk not being loved in return. to hope - is to risk additional pain, to try is to risk potential failure or even humiliation. but risk MUST be taken... because the greatest hazard in life, is to risk nothing.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Winter

Winter is finally here and I'm somewhat looking forward to snuggling in on cold mornings in a toast warm house during the holidays :) However, knowing me - I know it'll be only a matter of weeks till I would wish that it was Summer LOL, and vice versa, when its Summer, I want it to be Winter.

The last month or so has been intense, physically as well as mentally. I haven't ever had to cram so much in my life. I miss VCE so much.. High school was a walk in the park compared to Uni-life, last year my greatest fear was loosing a few silly mistakes in an Exam, this year it's quite the opposite - hoping to get that borderline 50% pass so that I don't fail and have to repeat the year. In addition, the people and life-style in Uni is way different, I never knew that there were so many "huge" personalities out there - so there's bound to be a few clashes. Ahhh well, it's all part of the ride I guess, and I guess makes Uni fun. :)

Hahaha - My last exam tomorrow... Should I be excited? Yes. Am I? Not really. It's the OSCE - Objective Structured Clinical Examination (worth only about 10%, but if I fail I cant work in the hospital LOL). Kind of sucks that I have my holidays when all my other mates have SWOTVAC / Exams. Don't get me wrong - I really look forward to catching up on my huge sleep debt, numerous series including Glee and Vamp Diaries and wouldn't mind turning on my computer for the first time since Uni actually commenced. But still - I'm going to miss everyone since their probably going to go in hibernation while they nerd hard for exams. Can't even go to the ASEAN retreat too, was so looking forward to that =.= because of stupid clinical placements. I wonder what life would be like if I hadn't chosen Radiography - If I had just picked Comm/Eng or perhaps even if I went to Melbourne Uni... Not that I regret, but I wish I could see a vision of what and where I'd be if I had chosen another path - that would be really interesting.

I didn't know what I really wanted for a while, but now - I guess I do. I hope I've made the right choice. :(

Anyway, peace out "to my lovers, haters, and masturbate-rs" LOL

x.o.x.o

Monday, May 3, 2010

I love balls.

The most intense week of my life has come and gone..
1) Two assignments due
2) ASEAN Ball
3) Immunisations 10am - the day after ASEAN Ball
4) Mid sem test
Murphey's Law.. true?
Anyway - ASEAN Ball overall was pretty good, though the after party venue was fairly congested, and yeah, they didn't sell shots LOL; so I was fairly shattered.

Mid year exams in a week, im really freaking out... Has my constant slacking off and horrible prioritizing finally gotten the better of me?

Even though I like a challenge, I really don't like my life at the moment.

Anyway, rocked up to uni at 9 the day after ball to get my immunisations, I was totally drained and looked like a zombie, only to meet up with my BROsiff - JOEsiff !! WHO ROCKED UP TO UNI IN *wait for it* HIS BALL SUIT LOLOLOL.... Wow thats dedication, what a beast he pulled an allnighter then went to Uni for immunisations. LOL.

Joe and I enjoyed a nice oily fish and chips meal at Sir Johns after our appointment's then waited for wifey SHOESHAN to come, when she came she too still had make up on from the previous night - but looked babe as usual lol. Joe ended up ditching as he "couldn't tank the pain" as he left to annas house to go sleep, then Susan and I headed to Matheson's to the asian corner and while she slept on the couches, I had to finish a group assignment, but ended up rushing it, so Susan and I could sleep together (as in the same time).

EDIT: This was an old post that I forgot to press Publish on LOL.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

So tired

I constantly find myself in limbo of my conciousness and a endless daydream. My eyes are heavy and the pain is excruciating. I can't handle this anymore...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

The best of both worlds

Uni’s back... and what do you know, I’m sick again. It feels like VCE all over again, lack of sleep – in exchange for more time studying... constantly feeling lethargic and weak, and that “runny nose” at around the clock... I can’t do this again. Decided what I need to do is to rest up... and get back to 110% and also TRY to get at least 7hrs of sleep a night.

Anyway... my first real “rant”. Something just really hits a nerve... it’s not something I can say out loud since it’s such a “sensitive” topic... but it should definitely be addressed... Because I hate how you pretend like it doesn’t matter and just “expect” it now... and how you just “laugh” it off rather than actually think people are serious. Because if you keep doing what you’re doing and it keeps affecting me, one day I’m going to snap again... and this time I don’t know what I’ll do. I’m generally decent at keeping my anger to myself... Not letting it show. Maybe what I do need is to let it show...

On a different note; I never thought I’d ever consider wanting the best of both worlds... I mean; those who do are usually looked down upon and despised. This stuff only happens in dramas and movies, but not in real life... But I’ve made my choice; just hope it’s the right one... Typically – such thoughts wouldn’t have ever crossed my mind, so why is it they are? I still hate this feeling... and maybe it is true – if you always do what you’ve always done, you’ll always get what you’ve always gotten... Sorry for the formality, the weather is defs getting to me. Haha, don’t you love ambiguity? =)

Just had 6 hours sleep... and woke up; going to eat and sleep some more...?

P.S Can’t wait to see your face soon... you brighten up my day hahahahhahahahahahah =]

You know you love me
x.o.xo

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Mid Semester Break

Hey guys!! Me again HOHOHO... anyway... its 3:45 am in the morning... and my mid sem break is coming to an end...
so... let me enlighten you readers on my holiday "fun" haha...

My break (technically) started last Thursday... but I had been in holiday mode for the whole previous week before that. Which was extremely bad... because I had two mid-terms... one on wed (RAD1021 physics) and one on thurs (RAD1061 science) LOL... and for physics I was literally screwed.. I had mucked around all semester.. and didn't know much.. but yeh.. I did alright.. passed.. BEAT JOE (who was a great tutor for the 4 days before physics HAHA) and was overall quite happy with the result. And then on wed night.. kinda ceebs'd studying because of my whole holiday mode - mind set... but anyway, Thursday came, and I did the exam.. it was all on the computer, multiple choice.. we had to critique a series of radiographs (what is right and what is wrong about them) but there was always like 8 options.. and it said "pick the correct choices, marks will be deducted for picking the wrong one" so I was like OMG WTF OK focus.. HAHA.. but yeh.. did surprisingly well too, considering the ambiguity of the format..

Overall, mid-terms were good.. but I was so unprepared and stressing.. and I hate that.. when it comes to studies.. I hate the feeling of not getting something; but I didn’t realise that uni is defs not like VCE.. thankfully to suntard's and my self’s little (or should I say late!) study sesh till 12am on Tuesday night after the ASEAN meeting, I was able to do alright in physics haha.

OKAY !! all exam stuff aside !! yes!! Thursday night was - ASEAN lounge night !! omg.. okay.. where to begin !! well.. met up for "pres" at Justin’s house.. had a couple of coronas to kick things off.. haha bus’s down to the city got to the venue "fashionably late" around 9:30 ish hahah.. which was pretty good.. coz things had already got started.. LOL.. straight to the bar !! few shots of tequila.. then went to mingle a bit !! by the time I got there.. sunny was already latersss.. typical light weight.. LOL joking.. she was sober :).. saw heaps of familiar faces (some which I forgot names too LOL) from camp and uni..also the Balwyn guys and Donny ppl =) + many moreee haha..danced into the night and drank "a little too much" more... spent heaps of time in the smoking area (not smoking offcourse) talking crap and doing silly things APPARENTLY... LOL but yeh.. all good fun.. haha.. all in all awesome night.. ended up cabbing home around 3am =]

FRIDAY - was planning 2 take it pretty chill.. woke up well into the arvo (awesome sleep!), the guys had JAAYYYYSUNNN DEHHRULOOOhh at eve.. but yeh.. ceebs'd going, headed down to box hill with them for some dumplings.. omg.. craving dave&camy's dumplings atm.. thank god we didn’t go to the inside one (will rant more about that later) !! yeh.. ordered 4 plates of dumplings.. Eric Ian rowan and I had NOOOO trouble eating them with ease :P haha.. Anyway headed down to city to meet up with suntard and co for some drinks with Alex at chogaos.. trained down to the city and met up with ADAM yong !!! (who had been waiting at MC for ages) the boys left for JD, luckily DOT was there so she was able 2 keep me company while sunnyTARD made her way to city LOL.. anyways.. bout 10-15mins later.. the girls came, went to chogaos for a while, chat, drank etc.. haha ended up leaving around 11ish..? the guys went 2 maccas for a bit.. I saved my stomach tho !! wanted kebabs LOL.. den yehhh =] decided to catch the last train back to bh, sunny came with; I don’t know why.. HAHA; went to grab some kebabs
.. anyway I won’t go into detail here LOL but yepp.. another chill'd night had a fun time =)

SATARDAY - relax day....... omg I don't even remember what I did on sat.. LOL yeh.. think I just took it easy.. did some studying.. ended up going pancake parlour for supper with the boys !! GOOOOOOOOOOD catch up sesh hahah.. most of us were going colonial LUXY girls the next night.. so we were hyping a bit bout that haha.. shared a banana split with Adam.. was still hungry after that.. so we went 2 maccas.. where I had a fillet o' fish meal MMM, fish = protein!! haha jksjks.. headed back to rowans house after that where we camwhored on Jared’s Mac LOL.. good fun , started a new trend:











































where bianca&co copied soon after !! LOL ratssss haha =]




















Anyways, yeh sat was pretty chill, no alchy involved LOL =) got home pretty late tho, tiredddd -.-















On SUNDAY!! we went to Colonial hotel for a LUXY girls event.. omg.. the night was pretty crappy.. but got better towards the end =) haha.. went 2 Eric’s house for pre's.. tequila OMG.. that stuff hits u hard LOL.. had a massive buzz for so long.. headed into the city around 9ish, met up with Balwyn ppl :D at MC where we went 2 chogaos for some more pre's LOL.. what a fail.. should have started heading towards colonial.. =.=
ANYWAY.. once we got there.. the line was MASSSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.. and stationary too.. WOW, even tho we were able to get bumped up (which probs saved us another hr of waiting) we still had to wait for 3hrs ish... omg.. I was so so so so angry as I hate waiting.. and standing.. and it wasn't even the wait in a sluggish line wait.. it was like WAITING and the line wasn’t moving OMGGG :@:@:@ RAGEE!! yeh.. wud have been less RAGE-full if sunny waited with me =] BUT NOOO she jumped the line LOLOLOL jkjkjkjkks.. anyway yeh.. got in around 12:30am.. I know bad yeh.. where did we go.. STRAIGHT to the bar.. downed 3 jager bombs then yeh.. saw sunny&co and ASEAN ppl LOL.. "mingled" with ASEAN committee ppl for a bit hahah but found out they've been there for ages.. so like they were leaving? lol, I was like.. I JUST got in !! fml, damn hope I get some "ASEAN privelages" soon ^_- ahahha.. well yeh.. pretty slow start to the night haha.. got heaps better towards the end tho .. started requesting music to the DJ.. eg my(&DOTS) personal fav - do you remember jay sean LOL t-h-e_______b-e-s-t HAHA..haven’t got sick of it since like 2010 started HAHA... anyway.. yeh danced heaps.. drank a fair bit.. ate maccas after *YUM* and got home at like 6am.. (tnx joeyong) & LOL snuck in, then went 2 bathroom to prep for bed.. then grandpa wakes up and is like "hey! up so early? where are you going today?" LOLOL I’m like "errrr.. nah I couldn't sleep :)" LOL, overall.. bad venue, slow start, awesome ppl, fun night =]. P.S luxy girls were so bad looking and dancing.. they were .tw (??) and they were mouthing to poker face LOL, Q. can they even speak English? haha

MONDAYYYYYYY - slept till like 2pm.. then showered and had a bite to eat.. got rdy for the "ASEAN committee meeting" at Adams house in box hill.. LOL it was like at "rose st" so driving there, I type "rose st" in Google maps on my fone, and then I’m like WOW so close.. got dropped off.... was like errr.. why so quiet?? knocked on the door, only to be answered by some old lady LOL.. I’m like err WTF.. calls sunny : "What’s the address?" "rose street box hill" "I’m THERE ITS NOT IT I SWEAR", checks fone "rose street Doncaster"
LOL FML!!!! haha.. anyway.. got my way there eventually.. was pretty chill, were just chatting and stuff =) etc etc.. finally the guys came back with BBQ food.. and began eating.. omg so much food.. haven’t had a decent bbq in ages LOL.. haha but yeh.. really good BBQ, chill music, great ppl and great conversation.. anyways.. digested a bit.. got pumped for the centurion!!! LOL
for those who don't know what the centurion is.. its taking 100 shots of beer, in 100 mins, every min.. sounds easy yeh? that's what I thought.. LOL, just to break it down; it’s a about 12 bottles of beer in 1hr and 40 mins.. started off alright.. APPARENTLY (according to suntard) I "munted" on the 3rd shot.. but I just laughed coz someone said something funny while I was drinking.. causing the beer to spray everywhere LOL.. didn't get DQ therefore didn’t munt.. silly duck! yeh.. after about 6 shots of beer (half a bottle) I was feeling really bloated.. but tnx to ALEX's theory of patting on the back.. we were constantly burping =) LOL.. anyway.. yeh.. felt really bad.. after about 60 shots.. I was so over it.. it was just like drinking water.. was really tipsy too LOL.. only motivation for completing it.. was so that sunny cud write sunTARD on her ASEAN hoodie !! hahah.. anyway yeh.. moved the centurion to the park.. coz we were too loud. and Adams neighbours were complaining apparently.. then had about 20 shots left.. oh man.. it was like torture LOL.. but yeh.. eventually finished it; so was pretty happy with my efforts.. so did JONO KIM !!! woo only two first year reps to finish HAHA a lot of ppl munted LOL. anyway.. was going to.. and SHOULD have went home when cat offered a lift.. but yeh.. was having too much fun to leave.. haha, so all of us went to grab kebabs after that.. LOL alysssaaaaaa and I cashed out.. then I ended up shouting her coz she ceebs splitting her 20 .. dw she owes me one :) went back to Adams, chilled for a bit, waited for sunny to leave.. then a while later Eric and I went china bar for supper LOL.. had my fav - harm yu gai lup chao farn.. and some milk tea MMM (nah it was actually really gross milk tea..) but yeh.. sobered up.. went home :) another awesome night of fun haha

That concludes my weekend of alcohol fuelled fun HAHA.. and yeh.. been sick since ASEAN camp.. pretty much better now.. just an annoying cough which I get in the early hrs of the morning.. like 2-3am I start coughing =.= (wtf I know right? LOL) yeh..

Went to study at bh lib on TUESDAY.. was pretty productive.. starting to get the hang of bio.. got really bored and ceebs after like 5hrs LOL.. so went 2 chat with Bianca and Kim for the rest of the time I was there HAHA... oh yeah, the dumplings were horrible inside, I think it’s under new management.. because like there was SO Much dough.. and it wasn’t even fried properly? Disappointed . <- Full stop

On WEDNESDAY.. went 2 Monash lib.. was planning 2 go with just Eric, but Bianca was ranting 2 me how she couldn’t study when she’s with her friends {}{} so yeh.. being the gentleman I am, I asked her to come with, since her house is on the way anyway.. LOL then yeh.. another productive day.. did more bio.. did someone say endoplasmic reticulum? HOH!! bio GOD dw! yeh.. camwhored a bit too LOL silly bi




LOL .. she brings out the TBness within me... jokes jokes!! yeh, last time I’ll be doing that pose..




























ANYWAY.. ceebs typing.. I hope ur happy sunTARD =)

SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARDSUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.
SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.
SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.SUNTARD.
(1.9k words I win !!:] )
<3 gladwrap? LOL

catch.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

New addiction

Negative addiction is a detrimental habit—where the benefits are not worth the negative financial, physical, spiritual and mental costs.

Yep, where the benefits are not worth the negative financial, physical, spiritual and mental costs.
This is exactly what going for a quick (or long) crown sesh, most of the time, turns out as. Over the past few months (since Ive turned 18) I've found a new hobby, which involves - money, adrenaline and (if ur lucky that night) a few drinks LOL. Yes, you guessed it, gambling. It all started out with 25 bucks.. and that turned into 200 in well under an hr.. from that point on I've been hooked..

However, even more recently (this pass following week) I hate to admit it, but i've been about 5/7 days in a week... LOL. Cause of a certain someone (SUNNY (#)) asking me 2 go crown and then controlling my money LOL (kidding) =] hahah, nar i'm sure if it wasn't for her, i'd probably hav lost all my savings by now.. NOT, she's a party pooper who releases a high frequency scream when she wins 20 bux.. I can't imagine her winning 100.. she'll probably faint LOL..

Anyway, on a more serious note, uni has commenced.. and it's been bout 2 weeks in, wow my bio unit is bullcrap LOL, i dont get 90% of the stuff the lecturer is going on about, resulting in me facebooking and msning in lectures.. LOL, i'd better pick up the pace, or ill fall behind..

anyway, ceeebs writing more stuff, got two physics assignments due next week, laters

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010 !

Hey guys, my first proper blog in a while !!

Hahah well.. it's the dawn a new year !! which means lots of stuff !! new adventures, new opportunities, new drama and lots more fun (and work) ! I'm actually really excited about 2010, I can just feel, it's going to be a great year.. Uni life.. just thinking about all the freedom is pretty surreal actually.

Well 2009 has been a good one too, just reminiscing about it, it went by pretty fast, and perhaps ... possibly the best year of my life to date.. lots of Ups and downs but that's all part of the journey.. I've met my 2008 New Year's resolution, and allot of things have changed.. Looking back, it's just amazing seeing how fast a year goes by.. 365 days, 12 months. Also how much things can change.. How much I can learn just from 1 year.. just from this year.. how much I learn about others..? My family, my friends, my loved ones.. and most importantly, myself.. I learn more about myself each day.. I know it sounds weird and stupid lol .. but 2010 will place more hurdles, whether I fall or make it..I'll always know that at least I'll learn more about myself.

I've met and have gotten to know some pretty amazing people this year (not going to name names, you know who you are), formed some pretty tight friendships and bonds and burnt out others.. I've met people who I just know, will play some sort of role in my life and further mold my character and personality in the foreseeable future, whether it be positive or negative.. Well, we'll just wait and see eh :)

Anyway all the best to all, hope 2010 brings you whatever you seek, as for me.. It's time I should stop thinking to much, and just go with the flow.. After all this time, one thing always rings home hard.

Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change, even when you don't want them to..

Catch

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