Well after my first week of placements, I've realised a few things... Well I guess it's kinda had positive AND negative effects. I guess the positive side, I'm definitely more reassured that I will enjoy my job in the future, it's got pretty much what I want in a career: very repetitive yet constantly different, tasks can become second nature if done enough times, helping people really gives a sense of warmth inside, workers and working environment are surprisingly chill (even at peak times)and LAST but NOT LEAST able to progress to a high rank if willing to work harder which means allot more $$$$ (and more money for working weekends/evenings..WOW imagine an weekend evening?) :D
But yeah.. It's pretty fun, I get to play around with expensive X-ray equipment and software. Back in the day I was really interested in computers and programming... I'm noticing more and more that as technology improves, it will only benefit the "tech-savvy" people, so I guess that's another plus!
Now to the negative side... There's allot of walking and standing.. And everyone knows how I hate standing/walking LOLOL. Nar on a more serious note - It's rather difficult and not as easy as I thought dealing with patients whom are on the verge of life and death.. it just pains me, especially when their mostly elderly !!
MMMM yeah, other than that, pretty drained I guess but yeah, other than that life is good =]
x.o.x.o
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Placements
Placements start tomorrow !! I'm kind of excited but at the same time kind of scared? LOL - Like I mean, its been a good 3 weeks since I've even touched any of my notes so I'm scared that I've forgotten many things... Hopefully it'll be okay and I'll slowly easy into the whole work/hospital environment.
Just got back from coffee with the boys at Glenny, was kinda ceebs and tired at the start, but had fun overall :). Gonna miss holidays !! Miss watching 4:30am soccer games LOL. Ahh well... Short term pain, long term gain!
Got Aa EOX following Friday too, should be alright, haven't drank any form of alcohol in about a month since Tony's Quiet 19th LOL - so yeah, kind of looking forward I guess :). ASEAN EOX the Friday after that, not to sure if I'm going to that though - even though I know I probably should.
Goodnight, wish me luck on my first taste of "the real world".
xoxo
Just got back from coffee with the boys at Glenny, was kinda ceebs and tired at the start, but had fun overall :). Gonna miss holidays !! Miss watching 4:30am soccer games LOL. Ahh well... Short term pain, long term gain!
Got Aa EOX following Friday too, should be alright, haven't drank any form of alcohol in about a month since Tony's Quiet 19th LOL - so yeah, kind of looking forward I guess :). ASEAN EOX the Friday after that, not to sure if I'm going to that though - even though I know I probably should.
Goodnight, wish me luck on my first taste of "the real world".
xoxo
Dangerous
Last night I found them 'box' of pictures, each one a
memory of us.
Each one reminds me how we used to be together..
Can we get it back????
I used to never worry bout you; I thought the past
was dead and gone?
Now I'm sitting here clicking, smiling and rememising
wishing you were in my arms...
But I feel like even though this could get crazy,
i can't forget what we had..
For so long I tried to cover up - but I guess it wasn't good enough..
You got me curious...
...this could be dangerous.
memory of us.
Each one reminds me how we used to be together..
Can we get it back????
I used to never worry bout you; I thought the past
was dead and gone?
Now I'm sitting here clicking, smiling and rememising
wishing you were in my arms...
But I feel like even though this could get crazy,
i can't forget what we had..
For so long I tried to cover up - but I guess it wasn't good enough..
You got me curious...
...this could be dangerous.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Stuck in the moment
I wish we had another time, I wish we had another place...
But everything we have is stuck in the moment ~ and there's nothing my heart can do
Fight with time and space, cause i'm still stuck in the moment with you...
But everything we have is stuck in the moment ~ and there's nothing my heart can do
Fight with time and space, cause i'm still stuck in the moment with you...
Friday, June 11, 2010
P's ??
Really hope I pass my P's test.. 2hrs till test time !!
My logbook has a error in the odometer reading LOL - I hope the LTO doesn't spot it.
Lack of sleep? NP, coffee will do the job. I hope so :(
My logbook has a error in the odometer reading LOL - I hope the LTO doesn't spot it.
Lack of sleep? NP, coffee will do the job. I hope so :(
Thursday, June 10, 2010
il ya un an
really? this cant be happening. de ja vu & all over again -.- ~ i never got the chance to say sorry... sorry for being such a sh*t kid..
sorry for the informality of our departure
AND sorry, for what happened after.
am i going to make the same mistake again?
have i not learnt from my mistake?
at the end of the day - karma will hit me back; twice as hard and where the sun don't shine. i didn't expect it last time when i lost, but i will this time if i let it happen.
Sure - we don't talk now. but i can't help but wonder "what if?" - my life is filled with countless "what if?"'s, they say when you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.. and you, you are still my kryptonite.
On a less ambiguous note - went to bh lib yesterday with Eric, since I was THAT bored, was just filling out my learners log book LOL, didn't stay long. went to Genny to grab some lunch with sunny and grabbed some bubble cup too, yumm!! ended up going to visit Youry all the way in Wheelers Hill a.k.a wHooOpWhOop hILl for a bit. Killed some time while SUSAN had to run some errands. Went to Susan's place after as we caught up for the first time as what seemed like AGES and contemplated on how "fun" our holidays actually were LOLOL.. and couldn't decide what to do :( ENDED UP going back to box hill LOLOL then BACK to MONASH .. epic adventure with many laughs on the way :).
Hmm what did I do today.. woke up really late and met up with Susan and tony for coffee in city, WOW aren't I lucky - double does of Susan *cough*NOT*cough* just kidding. however was really good seeing tony - haven't see that funny little viet for a while LOL. and ShOeShAn was the same old Susan :) then met up with the boys before going home for dinner.
Anyway it's extremely late, facebooking, DotA and mp3z while supposedly keeping Shand(r)i(c) company over msn as she pulls an allnighter, but failing hard since we are both going to sleep as the birds haven't even started chirping yet hahah.. weak!!
Placements in 11 days, most boring holidays EVER.. however, not the worst :)
Catch !
sorry for the informality of our departure
AND sorry, for what happened after.
am i going to make the same mistake again?
have i not learnt from my mistake?
at the end of the day - karma will hit me back; twice as hard and where the sun don't shine. i didn't expect it last time when i lost, but i will this time if i let it happen.
Sure - we don't talk now. but i can't help but wonder "what if?" - my life is filled with countless "what if?"'s, they say when you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.. and you, you are still my kryptonite.
On a less ambiguous note - went to bh lib yesterday with Eric, since I was THAT bored, was just filling out my learners log book LOL, didn't stay long. went to Genny to grab some lunch with sunny and grabbed some bubble cup too, yumm!! ended up going to visit Youry all the way in Wheelers Hill a.k.a wHooOpWhOop hILl for a bit. Killed some time while SUSAN had to run some errands. Went to Susan's place after as we caught up for the first time as what seemed like AGES and contemplated on how "fun" our holidays actually were LOLOL.. and couldn't decide what to do :( ENDED UP going back to box hill LOLOL then BACK to MONASH .. epic adventure with many laughs on the way :).
Hmm what did I do today.. woke up really late and met up with Susan and tony for coffee in city, WOW aren't I lucky - double does of Susan *cough*NOT*cough* just kidding. however was really good seeing tony - haven't see that funny little viet for a while LOL. and ShOeShAn was the same old Susan :) then met up with the boys before going home for dinner.
Anyway it's extremely late, facebooking, DotA and mp3z while supposedly keeping Shand(r)i(c) company over msn as she pulls an allnighter, but failing hard since we are both going to sleep as the birds haven't even started chirping yet hahah.. weak!!
Placements in 11 days, most boring holidays EVER.. however, not the worst :)
Catch !
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Old pleasures
Turned on my computer for the first time since March (Uni started) - The feel of pressing the keys on the good ole' G15 requires so much more effort than typing on a laptop. The movement of the mouse - makes me feel so unco. Played games such as : DotA, Warcraft III, Counter-strike 1.6 and even downloaded Combat Arms to play with mY bRoSiFf - JoESiFf ~ ~~
Wasn't as fun as I rmembered last year, maybe thats a good thing, I'm like over the phase where I gain SOOOO much satisfaction from beating someone else at a game LOL.
Also up to date with Glee and HIMYM and watched IP Man 1 - which was almost as good as IP Man 2. Been sleeping at ungodly hours in the morning too...
Just remenicing about life 1 year ago - I was indeed happy :)
Pretty crappy holidays tbh..
Wasn't as fun as I rmembered last year, maybe thats a good thing, I'm like over the phase where I gain SOOOO much satisfaction from beating someone else at a game LOL.
Also up to date with Glee and HIMYM and watched IP Man 1 - which was almost as good as IP Man 2. Been sleeping at ungodly hours in the morning too...
Just remenicing about life 1 year ago - I was indeed happy :)
Pretty crappy holidays tbh..
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Rush and Risk
I've always been one to rush into things or risk more than others think is safe, from "Rushing" bombsite A in de_dust2 (lol) to spontaneously buying stuff which I think I want - to trusting people, judging people and relationships... I think its time that I take that step back, and ask myself do I really want this? or perhaps - Is this really me?
Why is it always the case that when something you've always wanted, comes your way - you just cannot be bothered with it, and don't want it anymore? or when you've got something, and can't imagine life without it; then when it's not there - your life turns upside down; and that very one thing which you thought you'd never lose, is the only thing that you could ever want. It's like a cycle, a process... and sadly - it repeats itself. How is it that ALWAYS in the middle of difficulty... there lies opportunity. Are only those who are willing to RISK more, able to gain more?
That's life I guess, unfortunately. to love - is it risk not being loved in return. to hope - is to risk additional pain, to try is to risk potential failure or even humiliation. but risk MUST be taken... because the greatest hazard in life, is to risk nothing.
Why is it always the case that when something you've always wanted, comes your way - you just cannot be bothered with it, and don't want it anymore? or when you've got something, and can't imagine life without it; then when it's not there - your life turns upside down; and that very one thing which you thought you'd never lose, is the only thing that you could ever want. It's like a cycle, a process... and sadly - it repeats itself. How is it that ALWAYS in the middle of difficulty... there lies opportunity. Are only those who are willing to RISK more, able to gain more?
That's life I guess, unfortunately. to love - is it risk not being loved in return. to hope - is to risk additional pain, to try is to risk potential failure or even humiliation. but risk MUST be taken... because the greatest hazard in life, is to risk nothing.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Winter
Winter is finally here and I'm somewhat looking forward to snuggling in on cold mornings in a toast warm house during the holidays :) However, knowing me - I know it'll be only a matter of weeks till I would wish that it was Summer LOL, and vice versa, when its Summer, I want it to be Winter.
The last month or so has been intense, physically as well as mentally. I haven't ever had to cram so much in my life. I miss VCE so much.. High school was a walk in the park compared to Uni-life, last year my greatest fear was loosing a few silly mistakes in an Exam, this year it's quite the opposite - hoping to get that borderline 50% pass so that I don't fail and have to repeat the year. In addition, the people and life-style in Uni is way different, I never knew that there were so many "huge" personalities out there - so there's bound to be a few clashes. Ahhh well, it's all part of the ride I guess, and I guess makes Uni fun. :)
Hahaha - My last exam tomorrow... Should I be excited? Yes. Am I? Not really. It's the OSCE - Objective Structured Clinical Examination (worth only about 10%, but if I fail I cant work in the hospital LOL). Kind of sucks that I have my holidays when all my other mates have SWOTVAC / Exams. Don't get me wrong - I really look forward to catching up on my huge sleep debt, numerous series including Glee and Vamp Diaries and wouldn't mind turning on my computer for the first time since Uni actually commenced. But still - I'm going to miss everyone since their probably going to go in hibernation while they nerd hard for exams. Can't even go to the ASEAN retreat too, was so looking forward to that =.= because of stupid clinical placements. I wonder what life would be like if I hadn't chosen Radiography - If I had just picked Comm/Eng or perhaps even if I went to Melbourne Uni... Not that I regret, but I wish I could see a vision of what and where I'd be if I had chosen another path - that would be really interesting.
I didn't know what I really wanted for a while, but now - I guess I do. I hope I've made the right choice. :(
Anyway, peace out "to my lovers, haters, and masturbate-rs" LOL
x.o.x.o
The last month or so has been intense, physically as well as mentally. I haven't ever had to cram so much in my life. I miss VCE so much.. High school was a walk in the park compared to Uni-life, last year my greatest fear was loosing a few silly mistakes in an Exam, this year it's quite the opposite - hoping to get that borderline 50% pass so that I don't fail and have to repeat the year. In addition, the people and life-style in Uni is way different, I never knew that there were so many "huge" personalities out there - so there's bound to be a few clashes. Ahhh well, it's all part of the ride I guess, and I guess makes Uni fun. :)
Hahaha - My last exam tomorrow... Should I be excited? Yes. Am I? Not really. It's the OSCE - Objective Structured Clinical Examination (worth only about 10%, but if I fail I cant work in the hospital LOL). Kind of sucks that I have my holidays when all my other mates have SWOTVAC / Exams. Don't get me wrong - I really look forward to catching up on my huge sleep debt, numerous series including Glee and Vamp Diaries and wouldn't mind turning on my computer for the first time since Uni actually commenced. But still - I'm going to miss everyone since their probably going to go in hibernation while they nerd hard for exams. Can't even go to the ASEAN retreat too, was so looking forward to that =.= because of stupid clinical placements. I wonder what life would be like if I hadn't chosen Radiography - If I had just picked Comm/Eng or perhaps even if I went to Melbourne Uni... Not that I regret, but I wish I could see a vision of what and where I'd be if I had chosen another path - that would be really interesting.
I didn't know what I really wanted for a while, but now - I guess I do. I hope I've made the right choice. :(
Anyway, peace out "to my lovers, haters, and masturbate-rs" LOL
x.o.x.o
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
